Oh the stress level is going up

I received a call from our attorney today. It looks like things are getting more complicated now. There is now a third couple involved with the mix up. This will now add another month at least until our genetic testing can be done. I'm thinking by the time this is all done, all 8 couples that had their embryos frozen during the embryologist's employment will be involved. It looks like we can only just sit and wait. I am so stressed. This is pathetic.

I also found out that our embryos will be tested in chicago. Their accuracy rate is 95%. That really isn't good enough for me. We will not be transferring our embryos because that 5% could come back to bite us. I can't take that chance.

What does all of this mean? It means that we probably won't be doing our next IVF cycle for another year or so. I'm 26 and am worried about my egg quality. As I age, our embryo quality will decrease. This will then make IVF cycles less successful. I am not sure what Abe and I are going to do. I suppose we could always just go to another clinic and do IVF, but I'm not sure it would work due to the stress I am under. I just really want to complete our family. If the hospital hadn't lost our embryos, I would be out of my first trimester by now. It just breaks my heart to think about.

Please keep us in your prayers. It looks like the journey that we thought we were almost through, is just beginning. I know God has a plan, but I really wish I knew what it was and what we are suppose to do. I guess I will just continue to pray and it will all fall into place. I will know the right decision when the time comes.